While the fans are marking their calendars to organize their Twilight Camping gear and merchandise to start the pilgrimage for New Moon premieres & for a glimpse of Rob and Kristen on their promotional tours, I sit alone blogging about ways of dealing with the feeling of being deprived and left out as an unfortunate mega Twilight fan with absolutely no support or a twilight community of any size with whom I could share the pain of not being a citizen of that part of the world or the likes of it (i.e. a country blessed with a potential visit by the cast!). My only condolence is the visitor counter which indicates that actually people do pass by me! guess what New Moon premiers here in Dubai on the 26th of November that's A WHOLE WEEK after the actual date of release!! How can I survive the wait and the knowledge that others actually watched it, not once but at least once a day! and I have to sit and read about it!! HELP!